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Sorry because I don't understand,who the fuck am I now !!! where am I !!! what the fuck am I doing here !!! The life is easy ,I think,but I don't understand it..it's delusional and..and.. so inexplicable ..it's harder and harder and harder !!!!
I promised a lot ..but I can't ! It's harder ! I need help..help..before I die!I'm  tired ..do you understand ????..no,of course,nobody understand me..I will die..
"After this words I died.."
I remember slighty about it,me being against a white wall,that was feeling cold and empty.The phone rang ,twice,didn't know if it was mine or where it come from..




I felt the colors fade,the sound being lowered,the pain swept  out.
It was raining ,slowly,the thunders  I remember,the flashes of lightnings,the blood on the floor.


I was sick,I delt in cold,I never felt in cold before,I was dying.
And than all stoped.